Ghosts to Carry, Stories to Keep

Where memory meets the page, one moment at a time.

Tag: life

  • “Smacznego”

    You weren’t there to linger. You were there to take part in a ritual that had existed long before you arrived and would continue long after you left.

  • The Menu in Her hands

    “This last thing is not a meal… it’s a container for food if you want to take it away.”

  • In Crust We Trust: A Short Story Memoir of Pizza

    A few wore grand, floppy mushroom toques—traditional baker’s caps so oversized and ballooning they seemed to hover above their heads rather than sit on them,

  • Learning the Hard Way

    So I stood by the door, doing my best to look as though this was how I preferred to travel.

  • Railway Memories

    Then there were the plastic seats — back-to-back rows that discouraged comfort and punished optimism. I tried one once, briefly, before realising they were designed for people who had already given in.

  • A Learning Curve and a Satsuma

    But the flicking of peel, the laughter, the sense that I had no footing at all… that tipped me over. It wasn’t the fruit. It was the sudden realisation that every instinct I’d relied on for two decades was useless here.

  • “Now” — a railway memory 2010

    For a dear and special friend — who steadied the moment, translated the chaos, and answered the phone as if she’d been waiting for it. I’d been living in Silesia for only a few weeks, and it was the first time I felt truly out of place — I was tired that night. A bit…

  • No Longer Just a Visitor: III

    I often thought of Jeanette Winterson’s novel Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit — except for me, they were.

  • No Longer Just a Visitor: II

    Cake isn’t Bread One of my earliest misunderstandings came when I wandered into a cukiernia near my hostel in Łabędy, I was determined to buy something — anything — other than a banana and a self-serve bułki from Biedronka, just to prove I could manage elementary Polish. I can still see the trays of cakes…

  • No Longer Just a Visitor: I

    Half-awake most mornings, I found myself wondering whether they ever swapped places just to confuse the guests.