Ghosts to Carry, Stories to Keep

Where memory meets the page, one moment at a time.

Tag: Memories

  • “Now” — a railway memory 2010

    For a dear and special friend — who steadied the moment, translated the chaos, and answered the phone as if she’d been waiting for it. I’d been living in Silesia for only a few weeks, and it was the first time I felt truly out of place — I was tired that night. A bit…

  • No Longer Just a Visitor: III

    I often thought of Jeanette Winterson’s novel Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit — except for me, they were.

  • No Longer Just a Visitor: I

    Half-awake most mornings, I found myself wondering whether they ever swapped places just to confuse the guests.

  • Box 477: A change of life begins.

    … but why buy a watch that says POLICE?”

  • Carried Forward: I, II, III

    Sometimes a memory returns the way snowfall does — quietly, without urgency, settling only where it’s welcome.

  • Radiostacja: The Visitor Years, 2007

    I heard myself ask, quietly, “Is that the radio station?”

  • The Grammar of Hospitality

    As an adult, acquiring cherries meant a small supermarket punnet during a brief British season. Here, they were abundance itself. Even the family pet, a huge but gentle Bernese Mountain Dog, spent its afternoons beneath the tree eating windfalls as they fell. I casually mentioned to my friend that I adored cherries, a rare treat,…

  • Polish Hospitality, Home Cooking and the Honour of the Mundur Górniczy

    There are photographs of that moment somewhere — me standing stiffly, wearing a jacket that didn’t quite fit, a hat with a huge feather denoting a rank I didn’t yet understand, and holding a real ceremonial sword.

  • I walked into a bright kitchen where her parents had already been up for hours. The table groaned under a daytime feast: sliced ham, cheeses, sausage, radishes, homemade jams, and soft bułki — bread rolls that seemed explicitly designed to soak up the consequences of a proper Polish welcome.

  • Bigos and Hospitality Years later, I finally stepped through the doorway those Krakus jars had quietly opened. When I finally travelled to Poland in 2007, it felt foreign — unmistakably so — but not in the way I’d expected. I’d drilled my basic phrases, rehearsed airport conversations, and carried my phrasebooks like survival gear, yet…